bunny ears

The going out lifestyle is not one that I'm good at. I get invited out and it sounds all fun, then I get nervous and I have to talk myself into going and I go.. its usually not fun and I miss Ev and feel inredibly guilty for going out.

which is funny because I don't look down on mothers who go out once in while, I think its perfectly okay but when I go out, I feel guilty. Like I, myself shouldn't go out. I don't see why not though. I go to work, then come straight home to Ev and do it day after day. In the daytime on weekends I'm always with Ev, always. then she goes to bed, my moms home if Ev needs anything and its okay with her if I go. But I feel that my place is home with Ev, awake or not. I'm her only parent and I feel like i should be there more then normal. Buuut sometimes I need to get out so I'm not such a hermit.

As far as going out is concerned, I think I'll wait until I'm 21 (2 more months!) then I will just go out to a bar. I'm not a house party person. I hate the drama and the fighting that comes with it. A bar seems like a better option. Plus you can meet new people :)

In Ev news.. I took her to feed the duckies yesterday! She thought it was weird. I'm glad we live so close to the lake and its only like a 5 minute or less walk to get to the lake. She liked it though, shes just never seen duckies before. She was very intrigued. We got a whole swarm of hungry ducks.

How cute is she?

I also bought her bunny ears! I bought some for Liam too because they match their easter outfits. His is blue and not sparkly lol Ev actually doesn't mind wearing them either, she doesn't seem to notice and it makes me laugh haha. She looks grumpy in the picture cause she had poopy pants.

I also dressed her in the cutest outfit that day. I got this romper thing for like 2$ of course it only came in 6 months so its a little summery but its soo cute!!

Love this girl!!

I also happened to buy myself a new memory card for my camera! I take most of her pictures on my phone which is fine for facebook and here but I want them on my camera so I can print them out and I don't ahvethe heart to delete the pictures I have on my old one. I'm a pictures hoarder, I'll admit it!