My daughter is spoiled.

So this weekend went by a little too fast for my liking. And I spent ALL day Saturday sick. Yes, again. Jeez, it seems like immune system has gone kaput since I've had Ev. I used to have an AMAZING immune system. never sick. But not anymore. I started my Saturday at 4 am, laying on the bathroom floor in absolute pain because I needed to throw up and I couldn't.  Now that's something I never thought I'd have a problem with. I am the puking queen! I could probably make myself puke right this second. I'm not going to test that theory but I had to force myself to puke because I was in so much pain. UGH, and who can I blame this sickness on this time. None other than taco bell (More like taco hell! wise words from Taco man in Grantsville) Yeah, never eating there again. NO way. I seriously thought I might die. I was thinking it could be A. food poisoning B. Appendicitis or C. Kidney failure. luckily it was A. and I did not die. I do not want to orphan my child lol.

But luckily Sunday I felt better. I don't give a hoot about the superbowl. I just like snacks, so I thought about attending a superbowl party but Ev's a little tough to take places and I didn't feel like it. Buuut I did go shopping! Of course Ev is now spoiled. I wanted to find myself a shirt but yeah, I didn't. I got Ev her valentines gift because she is my valentine :) Probably the BEST valentine in the world. But I got that little lady TWO books. She needs more books. I LOVE reading and I want her to love reading too. She has plenty of toys, plenty of clothes and plenty of stuffed animals. So I got her a book that has bugs in it. I like it because its high contrast and Ev is attracted to high contrast, then I got her a book about animals where it has little cut outs that are suppose to let you feel what the animals fur is like. lol and her onsie I bought for her at carters. I also ordered her a heart bow off of Etsy and some other way freaking cute bows!! I got Rachel's guy some cute things too. I bought him a turtle hat! Rachel LOVES turtles and i've been looking for a turtle hat endlessly after I found Ev her cupcake hat. Now I've found it and it will be here shortly! I also printed out pictures of Ev and Liam and bought him a turtle bottle. I'm awesome, I know lol.

 Not only did I get Ev all of that junk but she got a Jenny jumper! yay! she has no idea what the hell to do in it but she likes it! and also A cupcake toy (of course) :) Ev also happened to inherit Bells old play saucer. theres a way freaking cute girl one at target that I would DIE for Ev to have. But its 60$ and when I can have one for free, its better. Sooo I'll take it! lol

In other words. Today was also A really, really sad day. If you haven't been on facebook or have seen the news then I don't know what to tell you but The whole Susan Cox case came to a traumatic halt yesterday. I was riding in the car with my mom and Ev and I logged on to facebook on my phone and saw a status. Normally I skim through statuses and pick out only key words. I got out "josh Powell" "boys with their mom" and I thought, They found Susan?! what the french toast?? and then I read it again and I was like "Josh's dead?!" Then I re-read it fully this time and got it. I was in shock and I saw the post about the explosion. I yelled to my mom "Josh Powell killed himself and his kids!" and me and my mom started crying. So awful to hear things like that. I was in utter shock and couldn't believe what I read. How could you kill your own kids? HOW? how could you kill you wife? I couldn't believe what Evil I just read. my heart aches for the Cox family. I can't imagine the pain they feel. I don't think I'd want to. So awful what humans are capable of. It truly amazes me the pain and hurt they can cause and the cruelty they can create. I know those boys are back with their momma now, and that's the only comfort I can take in this tragedy.