Baby playdate!

Yesterday I had the opportunity to babysit little Liam! Rach had to work at 5:00 and she had no one to babysit until 6:30. I was off of work at 4:30 so I said I would! Luckily I got off at 3:00 so we got to go to carter's first :) buut anyways!

I took Liam out to my house. At first he was scared, he hasn't been over to my house much and he wasn't with his momma. Plus my dogs were barking at him. But after a little bit and a bottle he calmed down and started playing toys. Ev loved having him there! And Liam loved playing with Ev. They had a blast :) I even dressed Ev to match Liam. lol I also happened to put a flower in Liam's hair.. woopsie. :)

Here's some pictures from our adventure (if you have facebook, you've seen them already lol)

Watch it Liam! Getting a little to fresh there!

Having fun together

Woot woot, baby party!

Playin toys!

So sweet :)

Shh..don't tell!

Anyways, I'm slowly improving myself day-by-day. Trying to be a better person and focus on what's important. MY life, what I do in MY life. Not what he does, not what anyone else does but MYSELF. I know that in tens years I'll look back and I won't regret anything. I know I'll have done the right things for myself and my daughter because I was always there for my daughter. In ten years I won't feel bad for missing out the party lifestyle or any of that. I won't look back and hate myself for NOT sleeping with tons of guys. I'll love myself for having the strength to not let guys take advantage of me, I'll love myself even more for being strong enough to do the right thing.. even if its hard to give up being young. There are times where I wish I could be out partying it up and drinking.. but than again.. not really. I love where I'm at. I would rather be home snuggling my babes or relaxing then getting wasted and in fights over dumbshit boys. \

I ask myself why a lot of the time. The reason why, is because I deserve better, Ev deserves better and we will not settle or put up with shit from someone. Nope.