Moving on is hard. You can want certain things and people out of your life but its still hard to completely remove youself from them. In my case, its because I want to be vindicated. I want to time to prove that I'm right or that I always was. But waiting for this occasion that may or may not happen, really downs my quality of life. I need to stop trying to make myself better in spite. I need to stop looking for different people and things in spite. I need to do these things for ME (and of course Ev!) I need to make myself happy without trying to do it in spite of the people who have hurt me. That isn't moving on. I'm not the one for revenge and I need to stop trying to better myself as revenge. I need to better myself just simply for myself.
I've realized this, and I need to keep it up. I need to just move on. I can't forget the past but I can surely bury it and go on. Why have I let it affect me for so long? Not anymore.
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