bad people

 I must be a bad person. because God sure hates me.

I must be a bad person, because bad things only happen to bad people and a lot of bad things keep happening to me.

No matter how sorry I am for making that mistake, God will not let me be happy.

No matter how much I've already been through, theres always more.

I'm trying to survive this, I really am. I don't know how much more I have left. I don't know what else I can go through and what else can happen.

I can pretend to be strong, but I can't hold that up for much longer. I really honestly can't.