Today I feel excited about life. I don't know why I feel excited but I am. I mean a lot of big changes are coming and although I'm terrified and nervous, I'm excited too. Looking back at life before these past few months. I really didn't have that much going on. I wasn't driven to do anything extraordinary and I didn't have a real reason to be extraordinary. Now I do. Although there has been a lot of bad, painful things that have happened, I know I'll be okay. How can I not? and why would I ever let myself not be okay?
I just want to live life and love living life. Is that simple enough? I'm sure that's what everybody wants, and honestly everyone deserves it at some point. there's been lots of pain and lots of hurt but thats not a excuse to sit in the corner and sulk until I die, no its a reason to do everything in my power to have a good life. I'll let go of the pain, I won't forget it but it won't affect me negatively. I've watched one to many people let the bad things in life get them down and destroy everything. I don't want things to get worse, I need them to get better.
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