A letter to someone
Well I think letters are suppose to be private and I don't really want to write a letter to anyone on my blog. so.. yeah :)
UPDATE: I changed my mind, maybe I do have something to say to someone after all. You may not understand it but I do.
I just wanted to say sorry. I'm sorry I've done this and I'm sorry that things are shitty already. I'm sorry I'm not happy and I can't take care of the things I need to. I'm sorry I fucked everything up for not only myself and you but everyone else too. I've made a mistake and I don't regret you. I just regret what I did to get you here. Its not entirely my fault but I'm the only one that the blame will go to and I would take all the blame even if it wasn't placed on me. I'm sorry, you deserve better, you deserve everything and I don't think I can give you everything. I'll try but I can't say I won't disappoint you. You're all I got, you really are and for that I will love you like no one I have ever loved before. I'm sorry that things aren't ideal for you. It isn't fair and I can't apologize enough.
UPDATE: I changed my mind, maybe I do have something to say to someone after all. You may not understand it but I do.
I just wanted to say sorry. I'm sorry I've done this and I'm sorry that things are shitty already. I'm sorry I'm not happy and I can't take care of the things I need to. I'm sorry I fucked everything up for not only myself and you but everyone else too. I've made a mistake and I don't regret you. I just regret what I did to get you here. Its not entirely my fault but I'm the only one that the blame will go to and I would take all the blame even if it wasn't placed on me. I'm sorry, you deserve better, you deserve everything and I don't think I can give you everything. I'll try but I can't say I won't disappoint you. You're all I got, you really are and for that I will love you like no one I have ever loved before. I'm sorry that things aren't ideal for you. It isn't fair and I can't apologize enough.
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