Right now in this moment I feel awful. I feel sea sick and I'm tired and I have a nice headache to compliment. I don't think I can make through another work day. and its friday tomorrow. uggggh. Now I'm not dreading the weekend, Friday happens to be a busy work day. If its anything busier then wednesday, I'll scream. Plus everyone is mysteriously missing from work. Out of what, 9 people on my team, I was the only one. Where the hell is everybody? It sucked to because I felt horrible today and the whole joint was relying on me. god damn my life.
I'm just really weirded out by life right now. It needs to stop doing this me and just let me be. everything has just changed so drastically. I feel abandoned by all my friends because of it. I'm not going to fight for friendships though. I'm in need of help and support and where is everyone? They ran away, when In their time of need I ran to them. Well you can't always get back what you give. Its a lost cause and I don't have the energy for it. It's a good thing i know how to carry myself.
but anyways..
I need a new hairstyle, wardrobe.. maybe just a whole new life!
yeah I already know. Can't have it. Booo
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