Monday, January 17, 2011

catch up

Somethings wrong. I've been reading like a maniac lately. Last week I read two books, and I'm about done with the third. It's not like I just sit home and read all of the time. I do other stuff, but when I do read I must power read. I really can't afford this reading habit and the library by home SUCKS. I doubt I can get one to the SLC library, and even I did get one, when the heck will I drive down there to use it? I just need to stop being such a geek. I haven't felt very social lately. I've been extremely grumpy and angry so it's best that I don't hang around a lot of folk, cause someone might lose a head. I don't really understand my anger, I think it may have to do with men.. Just kidding, kinda. But I really do dislike men at the moment. They are so confusing and such a waste of time. I give up on them again. Oh well I'm better of single anyways. I really don't want anything to do with dating right now or anything lovey dovey. Which is weird since valentines is coming up. But I would rather be alone to be honest, I'm better alone. I think I'm to independent to really be in a relationship right now.
I've been feeling awfully awful lately, I can't breathe, my muscles hurt, my back hurts, I can't sleep. I really wish this would end because I like to breath, I love to sleep and I like to be able to move like the 19 year old I am and not the 67 year old I'll eventually be.
well my life sucks right now, well not really sucks but its pretty boring. I'm just not that party animal I want to be. Well maybe I'll have something interesting to say one day. haha

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