moving on

If I could avoid driving.. I would. If I could avoid listening to Bruno mars, Rhianna, ne-yo and that dumb love like woah song.. I definitely would. well If I could just avoid the shit music while driving I would be okay. I mean not to rag on Bruno mars or anything, he sounds like a swell guy but his music is to cutsey, and it makes me ill. I mean its great and all that he knows how to treat a lady (supposedly) but its verging on the point of Okay, I get it, your a sweet guy. But its just annoying! I would avoid the radio altogether but I don't have an I pod hook up anymore.
well anyways I decided to do something big..well not really big but its a step to a direction I want to go. I'm done bullshitting my life right now and I'm ready to be serious and move up in the world. I'm ready to actually work for independence and the things I want. Before now I've just been doing things to feel like I'm doing something, but it hasn't advanced me in life. I feel like growing up and doing something and becoming someone. I doubt it will work out the way I want, but I'm taking steps and if it doesn't work out then I'll make another step and another until something does work out. Its a process, and its just beginning!