Day #28 What I miss
Well I miss life being simple. I miss being able to be myself without worry and I miss having what I thought were best friends to be goofy with. I miss being naive and thinking that they were my friends and trusting them with everything. I miss not knowing the truth because It was so much better. Buuuut I'm glad I know. Well I wish I didn't know the past stuff because it makes me feel like an idiot, but I'm glad I know who these people are now. I just wish I wasn't put in this position because now I feel jaded. I can't just be myself anymore without thinking against it. I can't just love and trust people because I've been betrayed and I can't go through it again. I'm not sure when things got so complicated, probably while I was living, but I'm not interested in complicated and I 'd rather go back to my simple naive days.. well kinda.
here's what else I miss:
when trix were still fruit shaped
chocolate frosted flakes
the old diabetes camp
my Harriet the spy movie
my old room with the purple stripes
5th grade
purple diet mt. dew
playing with barbies
Monte
my cat Toby
My grandpa "grape"
summer 07
yeah that's what I miss
i definitely know how you feel about the whole carefree thing.
ReplyDeletei miss my past all the time.
but from your post:
i miss summer 07
and the old diabetes camp.
i love you taylor:]