Day #23

Day #23 something that makes me cry

music

depends on the what I'm listening to, but if its really good it can make me cry. Music can also make me feel happy too. But music can affect my mood quite a bit.

A little princess

This movie would make me bawl as a child. hysterically bawl. My mom wouldn't let me watch it I would cry so hard. (she didn't understand why I would cry so hard, and I don't either) but the movie was on not to long ago and my mom and I decided to watch it. She asked me "can you handle watching this?" and me being a big bad grown up, I said yes. Oh but I cried like I always do, not hysterically this time around but I mean I cried pretty hard. I tried to hide it by sniffling into my blanket and mopping up the puddle of tears with my poor blanket too but she knew I was crying because she asked "are you crying?" and I tried my dog dittley best to say no but it was more like this "sniff sniff noooooo" but I was caught haha. something about that movie just tears my soul to shreds, you should really watch it.


well anyways I'm thinking I blog to much. I see everybody who only really update their blogs every once in a while, and me like everyday.. I guess I just like talking..well writing. Anyway.. Life has been pretty OK recently. Although I had to get new tires for a car that I kinda dislike. I doubt I can get a new car soon because work just doesn't want to make me full time. That works for me though, since I kinda suck at my job and if I were to be full time, they would catch on to that. Which would be a real bad idea to fire me, because I bring cupcakes. Sure I suck at my job, but I BRING CUPCAKES. It'll get me through life, I know this hobby is meant to do some good things. Well anyways I went on a date the other night! I know I said I wasn't interested but I mean I got asked on one, and how can I refuse? I miss dates, I miss going to see movies and going and doing things. So it was nice to be taken to a movie! We saw its kind of a funny story it was way good! I read the book and I was so ecstatic when I saw that it was being turned into a movie! Well anyways this kid is really sweet and I loved being taken out and treated like a lady. Its really nice to know that there are still some decent guys in the world. It seems to be rare to stumble upon guys who are willing to take you out and get to know you. My life seems to go through phases with the men, I have a phase were I have men surrounding me and wanting to take me out and talking to me, and then there are times when there are none at all for me. So currently I'm in the phase were I have a lot of men around me, but I'm just waiting for that time to end lol I'll just enjoy the time I guess. Well looking back on Halloween (I'm adding more photos eventually) I really loved my costume, it was cute and comfortable and I felt good in it. Most girls try to be sexy on Halloween, I really can't pull of sexy so I have to stick with cute I suppose. Its just not in my genetic code to be sexy.. I'm okay with that though.. I'd rather be cute and I think that's all I can pull off, and I cant barely pull it off at that. I just don't have what other girls have, but I'm fine with that. Although it does really suck at times (Like when I want the attention of a Mr. handsome in one of my classes) but I'd rather stick with something I can kind of be rather then making myself look silly.. well I've talked to much now, so I guess I'll stop here!